i have started my new job for about 4 months and i know nuts about my own job responsibilities. no one trained me and even my own superior know nuts about it. i thirst for knowledge, so much so that i have to stick to ppl from other departments in order to learn from them. how pathetic.
a colleague from another department actually commented that i looked very blur even after 4 months of being there. he was in the midst of training a new technician of his and invited me to join in his training so that i could pick up something from it. i was so grateful and touched, that someone from other department actually saw my woe and offered a helping hand.
i thought my superior would be happy that i'm actually taking the initiative to learn more. but lo and behold, she actually told that colleague of mine to leave me alone. and that i shouldn't be attending training from other department! what stupid crap is that! c'mon...if she doesn't have the knowledge to train me, then let other ppl do the job lar. dun stop me from learning!
i felt so disappointed when she said that to me. she probably felt threatened, i dunno. there's one thing for sure, nothing's gonna stop me from learning!
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